MANNEQUIN

Once a week post, from bing. :D

HIGHLIGHTS of the week:
-Match against Under-16s :)
-Feeling Fab ;)
-"Connecting" back at St. Nicks, enjoying a simple yet delicious meal of Orange Bowl
-Studying at my favourite place of all time, but intruded by many others :(
-Managed to grab some quality music appreciation time by CatsintheCradle outside Indochine :D

This week has relatively been an enjoyable week for me. Thanks to certain delectable individuals that i've spent quality time with. You know who you are. ;) Someone mentioned before that you can feel alone despite being in a crowd, i can definitely say for sure it applies to me. That's why i prefer one-on-one outings. hehs. Just a random realisation that i do feel much more comfortable going out with anth single person rather than in a large group. Your voice is heard, that's what matters isn't it? You get to form part of the decisions made. Sometimes, just some lone times, where you form part of the minority, your wishes doesn't get adhere to and you live with it. Why? Because a human in itself forms a very small bundle. You try to please others but you end up not enjoying yourself. In times like these, i try to find reasons as to why decisions are made the way they are. The process is painful but eventually, when i find the answers, i am more at peace with myself.

Angst, perhaps this is what i'm feeling right now. Im not promoting anti-sociable feelings or "emo" thoughts, just feel like venting out what my thoughts are. Spill it out on this virtual canvas, that's what they say.

(p.s Blue's the fat colour? Nahhh, it stands for SIMPLY AWESOME-NESS :D )

i wanted to turn you on/
my favourite song/
but somebody owns you now/
i'll try to live somehow/

#Shane