MIND OVER HEART.

hey all ! Been a week since i've been back from hk! & fate is not kind to me, AT ALL. The first day i landed, didn't think much was gna happen to my life, perhaps the usual trng sessions and all. I was determined to settle down and study, like a closet mugger does. but NO, it's not gna happen to me that easily anymore, i will have to be an organised freak and squeeze out whatever time i have to focus and cherish my time. Life's been hard, my heart is heavy, plenty has happened and it's been a dash to the finishing line all over again. Time to lift that heavy weight and look to the future, do what is best and where my responsibility take me.

Here's my schedule for the past week & the week to come:
Last tues: Doc's appointment abt my elbow :/
Last wed: Double trng session which ended on a bad note :(
Last thurs: Quiet time alone & starbucks coffee with gen and friends ! :)
Last fri: Trng and skit rehearsal :D
Last sat: Trng & bday celebration for min min and sher. Followed by hell of a night out leaving me EXHAUSTED chasing 2 gal pals at 1am in the morn.
Last sun: Standard chartered marathon, wasting our bodies away giving out postcards and clappers. Supposed to have class outing, but im so sorry 44, i totally died when i got home. :P

MON/ today: Rest day, was so freaking tired out or perhaps my body just refused to face the world, i slept for 15 hours from the last evening before. Spent quality time w/ mum and got out to PS to meet fellow awesome ppl and do what we have to.
Tues: Game against the aussie. Im crossing my fingers and hope it'll be good. Supporting from the sidelines, i have so much faith in the rest now that they will run their guts out for the rest infront, behind and alongside them. It wld be interesting to watch the new sec4s play too. :)
Wed: Double trng
Thurs: Time spent at the library perhaps? & tuition at yong's.
Fri: Trng, followed by skit rehearsal & band concert ! :D
Sat: Trng, Xmas lunch at Ally's, 5G event aka bbq & hopefully, time with Ally that night :)

Sat is gna be hell of a day but im sure im gna survive through it all. Can't afford to screw things up anymore. At least i know i'll have great company over the few days. :) I need happiness boosters, tell me i'll get through it all.

Don't think of the things you have to do, JUST DO IT!
-hanner :)

Signing off,
Bing loves you, you and YOU !