And so, i'm at home.

EEEK, incredibly bored at home.
Listening to music on youtube that i don't have,
and trying desperately to read economics.
Sky is grey, i like.
Bed is comfortable, wish i could lie on it.


But no, happy studying, friends!

Volatility shocks.

Come friday, & i havent completed much. Many a time, i talk about home as a safe haven, peaceful and functions like a quiet retreat for everyday that you live and return to. It's meant to be a comfort, yet situations have become tricky. I dread coming home now, which is why i return home late everyday for the past few days, weeks maybe. One thing that comforts is the smooth texture of my sheets and familiar scent, as i lay tucked in my bed. Ramblings & all, do not give in to my whims and fancies for i will be a spoilt brat, forever will be, resenting the fate that awaits. Okay, no more rantings.

It's friday, this week's gone by in a exciting manner because of some queer realisations:
I realised i'm pro-gay (Not because i'm gay or i know ppl who are, but because it's true i believe everyone should be able to love whoever they want to love,be it of the same sex or opposite sex, thanks to someone who made me see this point), I realised i respect ppl who have a religion or a faith to call their own. I realised i should not lament on what i don't have, instead focus on what i have and live for the moment.

I bought a toy giraffe from Cold Storage yesterday, beat that. I realised i love change and spontaneity, i am a happy girl hugging golby lovegood to sleep. :)

Sun, Sea, Breeze:D

Holidays finally, how i enjoy the beach and sea breeze with not much noisy crowd. It is a quiet retreat with my only plan of the holiday, i like. :D



Feel the scorching fine sand beneath our feet,
telling secrets that we'll never leak.
Enjoying good food like we always do,
Preparing it was never a chore to.

Waterline is receeding,
Differences are what we're feeling.
From friends to partners,
Together we walk, & i'll never want to be alone.

Feel the cool breeze against our faces,
Pictures of me, you draw on brown paper.
A picturesque view before us,
& i hold contentment in my hands.

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i love being with my only plan of the holiday, &i'm just so lazy to get out of the house for anything else. Even if so, i'll only head out at night. Most of everything else is a chore, & im failing my plan of going into hiding where unimportant people doesn't exist.

I'm suffering a bout of writer's block, & i'm sad. Wished i could spend anth day at the beach, just writing about nothing & sketching. That'll be my true holiday, but no im a student & i must study. Out of the many times i wanted to give up and be a loser saying studies aren't impt, much as i'm tempted to do so, but i snap out of it because i don't want to give up anything without trying& i won't give up, because nothing's too hard.

Been out for the whole week, met many people from the past. Like how i was, and how i am now. In a couple of months, i'm going to be 18 and seeing how much things have changed. Every moment now, i cherish it because who knows what tmr brings. I've been hiding a skeleton in my closet, unlike how adam lambert decides to admit he's gay on rolling stones magazine. & everyone is so hyped up, even mph bookstore reported a soldout on that mag, when it's so obvious he's gay. It's interesting how some ppl have a gay radaar like it's part of a dna gene, yet others can be gay due to environment they grow up in.

I barely know what i'm doing now.
Maybe i take myself way too seriously.

Sleepy-eyed, & i don't ever want to wake.

I love my only plan of the holiday, & nothing else matters more. ;D

Injections of ecstasy to prevent withdrawals.

12 ppl started out on a journey together as a team,

7 ppl are left to form a union.

ECP/ mystery of the silent broom&bike attack/ Cycling for 3 hours/ Beyond sailing centre/ Ants attack/ creaking bicycle chains/ Potluck lunch/ suntanning/ mock wrestling/ life-saving exercise/ lost in camwhoring/ Simple joyous times.

In the vastness of the dark,

there'll always be a bright light shining.

Burger king/ attempts to study/ oily body/ Interrogations of who's who's friend/ unbiased judgement of who's bangs is nicer/ Party paradise/ shooting hoops at arcade/ playing addictive games/ pooh-eeyore-red bag & yellow tofu toy/ long LONG walk just to pee comfortably/ an excuse to keep company longer.

Day to Night, i capture pictures in my head.

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Great company + Changing moods

What else is there to say, it's been a wonderous hell of a day. :D


Pictures speak to us like before,

Better than words i type before me.

The ecstasy and joyous feeling,

arises from great company i never want to leave.

Till then again, we see you again.

Coach's farewell@ viv's place.

Spastic moments:D

j4- Jas & i

j3- pinpinthenut& i



j1- Rachel the termite & i

HOUSECOMMERS :D

All's well, ends well.

With the different generations of vjsg captured within a single post,

those i know & will dearly miss.

It is a fond ending,

better than the victory earned,

sealed on the cup with a emotional kiss.