Little wonders.

It's a Tuesday night, & i was out late. Away from all the crowd and gregarious laughter, the supposed fun and laughter i had been looking forward to was gone. Pain and lethargy sets in and every step i take became an aching need and preference to sit on some comfy chairs and not move instead. I took a picture in my mind, black dangling cylindrical lamps hang in a straight row from the ceiling, illuminating yellow light that shines upon. Beginning to ponder about my future, psychology at the home affairs is a total bore, i would rather be a roadsweeper instead, operating those big machines traveling at snailspeed along the highway, reduced to a crawl in comparison to speeding machines. I picture an ideal apartment with the one i cherish, clean and neat, just the two of us. We'll enjoy good food that we cook, have a wine cabinet and a rooftop with a sofa bed. Overlooking the city lights, all is modernistic and sleek-designed. I dreamt for a moment, and would love for it to stay that way. ;]

Luck, dearest. Perhaps sometimes these twists and turns of fate just need that bit of luck and open-mindness to counter. I'm crossing my fingers and toes, and pray that everything will start to go the way you want it to be!



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I spoke to a genuine friend the other day, and it came to me then: Some ppl just takes and takes and takes, without giving in return. What these people care about all the time is how they feel, without a thought for others. They can go on ranting about things that may actually be mediocre and pale in comparison to what the listener is going through. Sometimes it is true, how you feel extremely ughhhh, and there's no way you could be sensitive to others because indeed, you are feeling worse than the other party. & then it came to me today, i could always be on the giving and i wouldn't mind, because i believe without giving, i won't be able to take away anything.





In the meantime, i make plans. Catching 2 plays on the last week of sch term :) Some little things i enjoy, because for once, your mind's attention is away from yourself but on the characters on stage. The focus shall be away from you and your seemingly endless worries and troubles.

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Little wonders:D

I love indie, i love this place and its wooden tables and chairs. The thought of it tucked away in a tiny corner makes me happy. I can study there and people-watch and no one will notice you because we're all the same, looking for good food and enjoying laid-back moments.

Everything will end soon, godspeed. Let it be quick.